Saturday, February 13, 2016

Practicing Piety with God: Ash Wednesday




The first reading is Joel 2:1-2, 12-17
The psalm is Psalm 51:1-17

The holy gospel according to Matthew (6:1-6, 16-21)

Jesus said:
Beware of practicing your piety before others
       in order to be seen by them;
              for then you have no reward from your Father in heaven.
2“So whenever you give alms,
       do not sound a trumpet before you,
              as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and in the streets,
                     so that they may be praised by others.
                            Truly I tell you,
                                   they have received their reward.
       3But when you give alms,
              do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing,
                     4so that your alms may be done in secret;
                     and your Father who sees in secret will reward you.

5“And whenever you pray,
       do not be like the hypocrites;
              for they love to stand and pray
                     in the synagogues and at the street corners,
                            so that they may be seen by others.
                                   Truly I tell you,
                                          they have received their reward.
              6But whenever you pray,
                     go into your room and shut the door
                            and pray to your Father who is in secret;
                                   and your Father who sees in secret will reward you.

16“And whenever you fast,
       do not look dismal, like the hypocrites,
              for they disfigure their faces so as to show others that they are fasting.
                     Truly I tell you,
                            they have received their reward.
              17But when you fast,
                     put oil on your head and wash your face,
                            18so that your fasting may be seen
                                   not by others but by your Father who is in secret;
                                          and your Father who sees in secret will reward you.

19“Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth,
       where moth and rust consume
       and where thieves break in and steal;
       20but store up for yourselves treasures in heaven,
              where neither moth nor rust consumes
              and where thieves do not break in and steal.
                     21For where your treasure is,
                            there your heart will be also.

The gospel of the lord.

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Today’s readings and, indeed today as a whole, are full of contradictions.  On Ash Wednesday we mark our foreheads with ashes.  We remind ourselves and each other of our mortality—that we are dust and to dust we shall return.                          Even as we are clearly alive and trust in God’s promise of everlasting life, we are dust and to dust we shall return.

In our readings, we vary between Joel’s call for an assembly, repentance and sacrifice to God, the psalmist’s declaration that God cares about our hearts—our whole beings—rather than burnt offerings, and Jesus’ warnings against being like the hypocrites, who make a scene when giving offerings and alms.

What I realized with Jesus’ warnings in the gospel is that he’s not talking about what we do so much as why we do it.  Sometimes I think we take this passage a little too much at face value, a little too literally.  Jesus gives different examples for what he’s talking about—giving alms, praying, and fasting—and each example is different, but the hypocrites’ motivation is the same.  So much so, that if we’d had a couple more examples, we could’ve gotten a rousing refrain going. 

Each time Jesus warns against hypocrites who give alms, pray, and fast very publicly it’s “so that they may be seen by others.”  God is not the focus of their prayers and from the description I actually wonder if they’re thinking about God at all.  They give alms, pray, and fast so that others will see and think highly of them.

Now, we spent Epiphany praying on street corners, in our places of worship, and throughout the community as well.  The irony of Jesus’ words today is not lost on me J  But the goal of our praying was to look for God at work and to learn a bit more about the community and where God might be calling us.  To open us up to God in the midst of ordinariness.  …And maybe I was also curious what might happen if someone did notice you and ask what you were doing. 

But really, when we give alms, pray, or fast, the goal is not to look good for others—to show off.  The goal is, as today’s psalm states, to open ourselves to God that God would put a new and right spirit within us.  Giving alms—giving money in offering—gives us power over our hearts.  As Jesus promises, where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.  Our offerings bring our hearts back to this place and our money for ministry and mission bring our collective heart to the body of Christ and to the community.

Praying cultivates openness to God.  Pausing to spend time intentionally with God in prayer—whatever that may look like—takes us out of the busy-ness that can overwhelm or distract us.  As we breathe, the Holy Spirit breathes through us. 

Similarly, fasting refocuses our hunger for God and deepens our empathy for those who hunger without the means or access to satisfy their hunger.  Each of these practices are intended to draw us closer to God and in so doing, draw us more deeply into God’s love for all of creation.

As we journey through Lent we will be traveling from the dusty desert wilderness to chicken coops, from fig trees to far away lands of famine, rooms filled with perfume of pure nard, and ultimately we will follow Jesus to the cross.  In the midst of this we will also be exploring prayer with the Episcopalians, exploring our relationship with God in new ways.

It is too easy to get caught up with the hypocrites in thinking there is only one way to be faithful or pray.  The reality is, there are many ways to pray, bowing your head and folding your hands or repeating the Lord’s Prayer are just a couple examples.

The goal of prayer, and what the hypocrites in today’s gospel are missing, is to be intentional about time spent with God.  Traditionally Lent has been a time to prepare for baptism or even first communion.  It is the time of the church year when we can refocus on our spiritual life.

Some people do this by fasting—giving up chocolate, food, or even Facebook—to spend that time, money, and energy reflecting instead on God.  Some people decide to read the Bible—maybe reading through one of the gospels—during this time.  Some decide to pray every day.  Some choose an extra way to be in service or give more money to a church or other organization.

House for All Sinners and Saints, an ELCA congregation in Denver, Colorado, has a list of different things to do each day of Lent.  The list includes praying for enemies, giving away food cards, and internet dieting, among others.

The goal in each of these opportunities is not to adopt them all permanently or to show off or brag about your piety, but to explore different practices and see what resonates with you.  Maybe you really liked learning about a saint and want to learn more, or maybe confessing a secret really lightened the burden you hadn’t realized was weighing you down.

Each Wednesday we will be experimenting together with prayer.  Maybe one of these new ways to pray will resonate deeply with you.  Even if they don’t, however, you will have spent intentional time with God in community, which is, itself, prayer.

That is Jesus’ exhortation in the gospel.  To practice your piety, not for others, but in ways that are meaningful.  To see your own cross marked on your forehead, to remember that you are dust and to dust you shall return.  Practice your piety to deepen your faith, to strengthen your relationship with God.  Ash Wednesday is our invitation, as our foreheads are marked with a cross of ash, Jesus invites us into deeper relationship, into quiet spaces, and sung praises.  Into the grace of God.

This Lent that lies before us is a journey.  As we journey together, we know that we head to the cross.  The ashes marking our foreheads direct us to the death that is no longer the final word.  From dust we are and to dust we shall return.  Yet the crosses of ash direct us through Jesus’ death on a cross into the hope of new life—resurrection.  As we wait and wander, Jesus leads us deeper into our faith.  Spiritual nourishment is part of the way of the cross.  May our journey this year bring you closer to God, closer to each other, and closer to all of creation.

Amen.

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