advent 1 year b

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Mark 13:24-37

²⁴“But in those days, 
     after that suffering,
          the sun will be darkened,
          and the moon will not give its light,
          ²⁵and the stars will be falling from heaven,
          and the powers in the heavens will be shaken. 
     ²⁶Then they will see ‘the Human One coming in clouds’ 
          with great power and glory. 
     ²⁷Then the One will send out the angels, 
          and gather the elect from the four winds, 
               from the ends of the earth to the ends of heaven.

²⁸“From the fig tree learn its lesson: 
     as soon as its branch becomes tender and puts forth its leaves, 
          you know that summer is near. 
     ²⁹So also, when you see these things taking place, 
          you know that the One is near, 
               at the very gates. 
     ³⁰Truly I tell you, 
          this generation will not pass away 
               until all these things have taken place. 
          ³¹Heaven and earth will pass away, 
               but my words will not pass away.

³²“But about that day or hour no one knows, 
     neither the angels in heaven, 
     nor the Child, 
          but only the Parent. 
³³Beware, keep alert; 
     for you do not know when the time will come. 
³⁴It is like a person going on a journey, 
     when they leave home 
     and put their slaves in charge, 
          each with their work, 
     and command the doorkeeper to be on the watch. 
          ³⁵Therefore, keep awake—
               for you do not know when the master of the house will come, 
                    in the evening, 
                    or at midnight, 
                    or at cockcrow, 
                    or at dawn, 
                         ³⁶or else the master may find you asleep 
                              when they come suddenly. 
               ³⁷And what I say to you I say to all: 
                    Keep awake.”

Queeries for the text:
Is darkness a trait of the Human One?  And of great power and glory?
Is darkness good?
Is tenderness a sign of the coming of the Human One?
Will the Human One be undocumented?
Who is the master?
Is being exhausted but awake better than being woken up in the middle of sleep?
Does this poetry speak deep into anyone else's soul?
What does it mean to "pass away"?
Do the elect from the four winds come from the four directions?

God messes with our binaries: 23rd after pentecost a

The other reading I reference is 1 Corinthians 1:18-31.

El santo evangelio según San Mateo (25:1-13)

[Jesus said to the disciples:]

¹“Then the dominion of heaven will be likened to this:

      Ten bridesmaids took their lamps

      and went to meet the bridegroom.

            ²Five of them were foolish,

            and five were wise.

                  ³When the foolish took their lamps,

                        they took no oil with them;

                              ⁴but the wise took flasks of oil with their lamps.

            ⁵As the bridegroom was delayed,

                  all of them became drowsy and slept.

                        ⁶But at midnight there was a shout,

                              ‘Look! Here is the bridegroom!

                              Come out to meet him.’

                  ⁷Then all those bridesmaids got up

                  and trimmed their lamps.

                        ⁸The foolish said to the wise,

                              ‘Give us some of your oil,

                                    for our lamps are going out.’

                        ⁹But the wise replied,

                              ‘No! there will not be enough for you and for us;

                                    you had better go to the dealers

                                    and buy some for yourselves.’

                  ¹⁰And while they went to buy it,

                        the bridegroom came,

                        and those who were ready went with him into the wedding banquet;

                        and the door was shut.

                              ¹¹Later the other bridesmaids came also, saying,

                                    ‘Lord, lord, open to us.’

                              ¹²But he replied,

                                    ‘Truly I tell you, I do not know you.’

                                          ¹³Keep awake therefore,

                                                for you know neither the day nor the hour.”

El evangelio del Señor.

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As I was rereading the gospel throughout this week, 1 Corinthians 1 kept popping into my head.  What does it mean for us to call some bridesmaids wise and others foolish when God messes with our understandings of what is wise and what is foolish?

Is it wise to hoard the oil?  Is it foolish to not bring extra just in case?  Is it wise or foolish to leave to buy more?  To leave the lamps lit while they wait?  To show up late to your own wedding celebration?  To arrive so much earlier than the bridegroom?  To go inside and lock people out?  To pretend not to know someone?

Paul writes, “But God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the wise; God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong.”

God comes to mess with the good/bad binaries that we create.

We are so disposed to sorting the world into categories, especially binaries.  Good or bad, dark or light, women or men.  But the reality is that, as Sirius tells Harry Potter in the Order of the Phoenix, “The world is not split into good people and death eaters.”  It’s just not that simple.

Throughout the bible and throughout our lives of faith, God calls us deeper into the complexities of the world.  As our faith deepens and we come to understand that "when we recognize that noteverything is black and white, the next step is recognizing that it's not justshades of gray either, but instead that life is a rainbow of shades,highlights, colors, and tones."

The binaries we create do not serve God.  Instead they limit our understanding of God and the world around us.  If everyone has to be either wise or foolish, then what about those who are funny or sad or joyful?

Perhaps today’s parable is really about being prepared or receiving permission not to share, but as likely as not, it’s about wondering how else the story could play out.

What secret option c’s are out there that dance between and beyond the categories of wise and foolish?

Today is an easy day for us to find ourselves in the midst of binaries—good-byes and not hellos, endings, and yet beginnings.  Yesterday was Veteran’s Day and who better knows the value of peace, the danger and pain of war, and the ways it is not nearly that simple than veterans?  We’re even approaching the end of the church year and preparing for Advent, which itself breaks the binary as we live in the space of yearning for God’s reign on earth even as it has already begun in Jesus’ death and resurrection.

This Sunday is my last Sunday with you all and as we say good-bye, we are ending this pastoral relationship that we’ve had.  I won’t keep in touch, so that as you discern your leadership and pastoral needs, you can more fully embrace whoever comes to serve as pastoral leadership.  This is very much an ending.  

But it is also a beginning.  It’s a beginning for me as I move to Des Moines and it’s a beginning for you all as you begin to identify essentials for your community of faith—what is at the heart of your mission and ministry, the heart of your worship.

But even that is work we have already been doing together.  It is the ongoing work that we are always doing as people of faith in an ever-changing world.

You as a community embody a resistance to the binaries we humans like to create.  You are both ELCA and PCUSA in your worship together.  You have a building and yet next Sunday you will worship in a different building and for Thanksgiving you will worship in yet another building.  You care for each other and you also care for the community and the world.

The way you all engage in ministry is creative and visionary.  Investing your time and energy in relationships resists either being patronizing charity givers who keep others at an arms’ length or ignoring those who are different from you.

You are loved by God and you extend that love outward to care about this community and to care about this world instead of holding it in and keeping it just within yourselves.  You are witnesses to God’s transforming love and grace in your commitment to even what is not always popular or comfortable.  You are capable of wrestling with the hard questions of faith.

You wrestle with immigration policies that don’t honor the holiness of humans who immigrate to this country.  You can wrestle with what it means when thoughts and prayers aren’t stopping gun violence.  You can wrestle with what it means to live beyond and between the gender binary.  You wrestle with racism and white privilege and your place in it all.

You have enormous capacity as a community of faith to dwell in the in between.  You can question the text without losing your faith.  To ask if Jesus might not be the bridegroom, but instead a foolish bridesmaid, locked out of our religious celebrations.  You can ask what would have happened if the foolish bridesmaids didn’t leave or if the wise ones insisted on waiting just a little while longer until they returned before they went inside.

You, dear people of God, are vital to the body of Christ throughout the world.  The ministry God does through you in and with this community is vibrant and in whatever form it may take in the coming months and years, I trust that God will continue to work through you.

And even at this ending, I will continue to carry you in my heart.

Thanks be to God.

Jesus honors the dishonored: all saints a

El santo evangelio según San Mateo (5:1-12)

¹When Jesus saw the crowds,

      he went up the mountain;

            and after he sat down,

                  his disciples came to him.

      ²Then Jesus began to speak,

            and taught them, saying:

                  ³“Honored are the poor in spirit,

                        for theirs is the dominion of heaven.
                 ⁴“Honored are those who mourn,

                        for they will be comforted.
                 ⁵“Honored are the meek,

                        for they will inherit the earth.
                 ⁶“Honored are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,

                        for they will be filled.
                 ⁷“Honored are the merciful,

                        for they will receive mercy.
                 ⁸“Honored are the pure in heart,

                        for they will see God.
                 ⁹“Honored are the peacemakers,

                        for they will be called children of God.
                 ¹⁰“Honored are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake,

                        for theirs is the dominion of heaven.
                 ¹¹“Honored are you when people revile you

                  and persecute you

                  and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account.

                        ¹²Rejoice and be glad,

                              for your reward is great in heaven,

                              for in the same way they persecuted the prophets

                                    who were before you.”

El evangelio del Señor.

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Honor is a word that carries a different weight for me than the word blessed—maybe it just feels more serious.  We honor those who risk and sacrifice their lives for others, we honor people for their service to others, and judges who make decisions about justice that impact people’s lives and futures are called “Honorable.”  There is a sense of life or death, deep commitment and deep willingness to risk connected to the word “honor.”  So it makes a different kind of sense to me than “blessed” does.

When Jesus says, “Honored are the poor in spirit, ⁴“Honored are those who mourn, ⁵“Honored are the meek, ⁶“Honored are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, ⁷“Honored are the merciful, ⁸“Honored are the pure in heart, ⁹“Honored are the peacemakers, ¹⁰“Honored are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake, ¹¹“Honored are you when people revile you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account,” I am struck by how much we not only don’t honor, but even actively dishonor those same groups of people.

We live in a culture that scorns those who have the spirit of the poor,

that diagnoses grief that lasts “too long” as a psychological disorder,

that rants and raves, throwing power around to intimidate the meek into losing their land, possessions, and rights,

that dismisses right relationships in favor of prestige, access, or sexual advantage,

that seeks harsher punishment and mandatory minimums instead of mercy,

that dismisses hopeful visionaries as naïve,

that increases military spending and threat around the world instead of finding nonviolent ways to create and nurture peace,

that persecutes and dismisses cries of pain by claiming all lives matter instead of being in solidarity with the persecuted, affirming that Black Lives do Matter,

that lies and spews hatred, reviling, persecuting, and uttering evil falsely against those who seek to live with integrity, following God.

We live in a culture that doesn’t honor the characteristics and people that Jesus honors.  This is easiest to see at both ends of our baptismal journeys, which we lift up especially today for All Saints Sunday.

You only need to look as far as television commercials for beauty products or plastic surgeons promising to make you look years younger in order to know that our culture doesn’t honor death.  Instead of honoring it, our culture denies it and tries to avoid it no matter the cost financially or in terms of quality of life.

That is not God’s way, though.  God’s way honors death and those who mourn.  We carry the names of loved ones who have died close to our hearts with the great cloud of witnesses that surrounds us, especially in the thin place that is communion. 

We hold memorial services and funerals, creating space to honor those who have died and those who love them.  And as we honor people’s lives and deaths in these ways, we honor the God of death and resurrection—the one who joined us in death on the cross so that we might join Christ also in the Resurrection.  Mourners receive Jesus’ special honor.

And so do the pure in heart.  And who is more pure in heart than those just beginning their baptismal journey, many of whom are babies, those who are most vulnerable—unable even to care for themselves.  Yet we, as followers of Christ and as a community of faith, surround them with love and claim them as family in the body of Christ.  We honor them.  We make promises with them and on their behalf.  We call them to ministries of peacemaking, we lift up a hunger and thirst for righteousness, we call them to mercy.

Jesus honors those who are not at the places of honor and in so doing invites us to honor those who would otherwise receive scorn, or even be ignored or dismisses altogether.

Jesus honors them.  Just before today’s sermon on the mount, Jesus sits with them.  Jesus heals all those in need of healing.  And then Jesus calls us to follow him, to seek out the meek, the peacemakers, the poor in spirit, those who mourn, those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, the merciful, the pure in heart, those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake, and those about whom all kinds of lies are told.  Jesus calls us, in fact, to seek out the ones who truly deserve—and in fact receive—honor from God.

Today during communion, we’ll have the opportunity to light a candle to honor those who have died, completing their baptismal journeys, and those who are just beginning them.  In these ways we honor those who mourn and we honor the pure in heart.

And, as you feel moved by the Spirit, I invite you also to take a piece of origami paper on the back table and write the name of one of those Jesus proclaims as honored: the peacemakers, the poor in spirit, those who mourn, the meek, those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, the merciful, the pure in heart, the persecuted.  They can be dead or alive.  Then leave the paper there and throughout this week, we will honor them in prayer, folding them into origami cranes as prayers also for peace throughout the world. 

As we do this, we join with God in honoring those whom God honors, we join in solidarity with those who are marginalized and whom the world derides, trusting that God’s honor is not earned, but freely given in baptism and in communion. 

We follow Jesus, who showers honor on the unexpected and dismissed.  The Holy Spirit then sends us out to locate ourselves with those most marginalized and to honor the ones whom God honors.

The dominion of heaven is manifest when God’s standards for honor and blessing are enacted here on earth.  As Jesus proclaims who is honored, Jesus also invites all of us into relationship and solidarity with them.

Thanks be to God.

The Holy Spirit Entangles us with Jesus: reformation 500

The other reading referenced is Romans 3:19-28.

El santo evangelio según San Juan (8:31-36)

³¹Then Jesus said to the Judeans who had believed in him,

      "If you abide in my word,

            you are truly my disciples;

                  ³²and you will know the truth,

                        and the truth will make you free."

³³They answered Jesus,

      "We are descendants of Abraham

      and have never been slaves to anyone.

            What do you mean by saying, 'You will be made free'?"

³⁴Jesus answered them,

      "Very truly, I tell you,

            everyone who commits sin is a slave to sin.

                  ³⁵The slave does not have a permanent place in the household;

                        the son has a place there forever.

                              ³⁶So if the Son makes you free,

                                    you will be free indeed.

El evangelio del Señor.

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As we celebrate the 500^th Anniversary of the beginning of the Protestant Reformation, there has been a lot of reflection throughout our denominations on identity and meaning as people of faith.  Where is our identity rooted?  What does it mean to be Christian, Presbyterian, Lutheran, Protestant?  Throughout the country and the world, Lutherans and Catholics especially, as well as a variety of people from different Christian denominations, have been gathering for ecumenical worship services.  Well, that’s old hat for us—we worship ecumenically every single week!

But as Jesus talks to those who believe in him—that is, us—in today’s gospel, the source of identity comes into play.  Jesus is talking to his community—his followers.  They believe in him, and yet when he questions their identity, they respond with the identity they’ve always had, “We are descendants of Abraham.”

They may believe in Jesus, and even want to follow him, to be his disciples, but their identity is not rooted in him.  It’s rooted in their ancestor, Abraham.  So then we are left to ask the question: what does it mean to believe in Jesus if it doesn’t reshape—or re-form—your identity?

In Paul’s letter to the Romans, he focuses on the power of faith, using a phrase in the Greek that can mean both a faith in Jesus Christ and the faith of Jesus Christ.  Because the original Greek can be both, it lets us explore the potential meanings.  A faith in Jesus Christ is our trust in the Word made flesh who has come to abide with us.  And the faith of Jesus Christ is Jesus’ faith in and for us, a love for all of creation and a faithfulness to all of creation, even when we are unfaithful.

And as a Lutheran who cherishes the theology that affirms a both/and God who can hold paradox in tension together, even in the midst of our either/or world; and as a queer person for whom binaries, especially around gender and attraction, don’t fit, what I find most compelling is that Paul can mean both senses of the word.  It is not only our “faith in Jesus Christ,” but also and especially the “faith of Jesus Christ” in and for us that manifests God’s righteousness.

This divine entanglement of faith, where the two are entwined into informing each other, makes the difference between believing or trusting in Jesus and being entangled with Jesus so that our identity cannot be separated out, but must necessarily be rooted in Jesus, who makes us free.

As we are entangled with Jesus, we change.  Throughout this month we have been learning about different reformers throughout history and even into today.

One of the common characteristics of these reformers and others that we’ll name today during our communion liturgy is that their faith in and of Christ re-formed their identity.  As they took to heart Jesus’ invitation to “abide in my word,” Jesus also re-formed their identity, rooting it so deeply in Christ that they could live out of it, reforming the world and the church, Christ’s own body.  This divine entanglement re-forms not only individuals, but the whole body of Christ as well.

Argula von Grumbach, Catharina von Bora Luther, Katharina Schutz Zell, Marie Dentière (Dahn-tee-air), and Olympia Morata all challenged the common identities their cultures held for what it meant to be a woman as their identities reformed around faith in Christ and the liberating theology that the Protestant Reformation brought about.

Theologians and pastors like Jehu Jones, Vine Deloria Jr., Soren Kierkegaard, Mama Leo, and Darnell Moore were all informed by their faith to a deeper call and identity in Christ, which entangled them with others and the world in such a way that Jesus had to make change through the power of the Holy Spirit.

The list is endless.  And it raises our question again today.  Where is your identity rooted?  A great upheaval,      or reformation, takes place in the Church about every 500 years.  It is a time for us to dig deep and wonder about what our faith means, where our identity is grounded, and what needs to change.

This is the time to ask as individuals, as a community of faith, and as a whole body of Christ, who believes in the resurrection: what needs to die for resurrection to break in?  What parts of our identity are we trying to keep separate?  How is faith with Jesus entangled in our past, present, and future?

The Holy Spirit is alive and active in this community of faith.  I have seen her at work throughout these last two years as we have struggled together to make sense of where she is leading us.  The Holy Spirit calls us all to new things—to death and resurrection.

This 500^th anniversary of the beginning of the Protestant Reformation is the perfect time to take seriously our identities in Christ—identities entangled in the cycles of life, death, and resurrection.   

Identities not rooted in false ideas of the past or what could have been, but instead rooted in the liberating work of the Holy Spirit in our lives.  

Identities grounded not in a specific building or location, but instead grounded in the way this community lives out God’s love for the world.   

Identities not held back by fear or anxiety about what the future might hold, but instead willing to risk for the sake of the Gospel of Jesus Christ.

There is no guarantee of comfort or ease in our walks of faith, but there is a guarantee of Christ’s presence and faithfulness.  The Holy Spirit is calling us all into the death and resurrection of a life of faith.   She entangles us forever with Jesus, the One who makes us free.

Thanks be to God.